breathing thoughts

long way

What it seemed like an eon, just passed miserably in days.

I ran as far as I could, pretended I have put you to the back of my mind.

Nothing more would have mattered to see your name on the screen.

I thought I have been strong, but when I leave the crowd, what a paper am I.

Like a paper crumbled into a ball, unfolded again to receive joy, receive fresher inks,

to pretend I am fresh and new, then crumbled again with more folds.

More folds makes it harder to be fresh and new again.

Hard to pretend we never had a past, harder to soar high again.

The ink you left, cannot be erased.

You know how hard is that, for me?


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