breathing thoughts

I get it all the time. Sometimes.

I couldn’t give you what you wanted.

I am rushing to the future to get you what you wanted.

But I want to remain in my present.

I am trying so hard.You may feel the same, 

all else compared to me and you.

I may take years, but you are already there.

how long more?

Everything is pulling me down dragging me down 

slowing my steps.

Drowning me, you just stood there hesitating.